༻ newtflecks ༺
⇢ skittish warrior of windclan ⇠
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“ I don't want to be alone anymore. „
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⇀ skittish ◦ awkward ◦ shy ◦ misunderstood ◦ kind ◦ gentle ↽
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“ I don't want to be alone anymore. „
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⇀ skittish ◦ awkward ◦ shy ◦ misunderstood ◦ kind ◦ gentle ↽
◦ Name ◦ Newtflecks
(Blossomkit - Newtkit - Newtpaw) ◦ Alias ◦ Blossom ; Newt ◦ Age ◦ 25 moons ◦ Gender ◦ Trans-Male ◦ Orientation ◦ homosexual / homoromantic ◦ Alignment ◦ Neutral Good ◦ Beliefs ◦ Starclan; hopes that they are looking put for him / hopes his family is happy up there ◦ Mental State ◦ Normal-ish ◦ Condition ◦ » anxiety (especially social) » anorexic (view 'facts') » low self-esteem ◦ Breed ◦ unknown |
◦ Affiliation ◦ Windclan
(none) ◦ Loyalties ◦ Windclan ; Starclan (none) ◦ Rank ◦ Warrior (kit - apprentice) ◦ Mentor ◦ none (tba ; ✘ Hazelflower) ◦ Apprentice ◦ none (none) |
◦ Theme Song ◦
- "Ugly" by Nicole Dollaganger | "If You Knew" by Joel Favlere ◦ Name Origins ◦ - Blossom ◦ fur coloring ; markings - Newt ◦ fur coloring ; markings ; more masculine than 'Blossom' - Flecks ◦ spots on back |
Newt is a conflicting cat. He is uneasy around other cats due to being trans - and he tends to confuse people with this because even though he feels like a guy, he still has a female body - this causes many others to believe that he is female which is discouraging to him. Despite this, he does try to be social, though he does come off awkward and tends to be more out-going around his family rather than other clan-mates, this leads his clan-mates to believe that he doesn't care much for them despite this not being the actual case. Due to his gender situation, he does tend to get bullied by a few cats, especially other cats his age. He is smart, but not genius smart, and can come off as a slight air-head at times as well. Newt isn't really one to judge and can be friendly towards cats outside his clan - like the other clans or even loners, rogues and kitty-pets, but like every other clan cat he is very weary around Dusk Syndicate cats. Of course, he can be gullible when it comes to certain things and believes in some rumors. Newt is a very kind and gentle cat who feels bad when others are hurt. He is very loyal,but would rather stick up for his family than his clan and even his friends. He isn't really the one to sit around and just think, though he does sometimes think about his gender and how confusing it is for him and whether it's wrong for him to feel this way or not. He doesn't do too well with emotional situation but he will try his best to make one feel better if they are having a tough time... though his awkwardness will be obvious. Newt is also a terrible liar. He has a lot of tells when he is lying to someone, and seems extremely nervous. He doesn't enjoy lying but will give it a shot within reason, like in order to protect someone from getting into trouble. Newt is a pretty well behaved guy and will apologize upon breaking rules or acting out rudely towards someone. He does feel bad if he hurts someone emotional and physically - except for in battle, then he knows he has to fight in order to protect his clan and family.
family tree
◦ Mate / Interest ◦ » Flashfury | Mate | Loves | Former bully / Teased by in a friendly way ◦ Parents ◦ » ✘ Driftstream | Mother | Loves / Misses dearly » ✘ Liontuft | Father | Never Met | Died before he was born ◦ Siblings ◦ » ✘ Gustkit | Brother | Loves / Misses dearly » ✘ Fennelkit | Sibling | Loves / Misses dearly » ✘ Lionkit | Sibling | Loves / Misses dearly ◦ Kits ◦ » none |
◦ Type ◦
» Someone who seems to be mentally strong. » Has to be patient and gentle with him. Understands how skittish he is. » A 'manly' man. Tough, brave, can look after themselves and others. Doesn't have to be physically strong or anything. |
◦ Facts ◦
» my first trans character » much like his maternal grandmother (Dapplestar) he enjoys running around the WC territory since it clears his mind and calms him down » stutters when nervous » his is anorexic because he feels that he does not deserve to eat (only doing so to survive) since he isn't a great hunter and he doesn't catch much prey |
◦ Friendly ◦
» ✘ Hazelflower | Former (second) Mentor / Mother-Figure | Loves / Respects | Looks up to / Helped him become more confident / Enjoys being around » Goosepaw | Friend | Cares for | Helps him become more confident / Wishes they spent more time together » Scorchingstorm | Friendly Neutral | Likes » Silhouettepaw | Friend | Likes » Darkbelly | Friendly Neutral | Likes » Burnthawk | Maternal Cousin | Likes | Surprisingly gets along with |
◦ Neutral ◦
» Tawnypaw | Maternal Aunt | Unsure of | Wants to like, but believes she's got a darker side » Rowanfury | Maternal Grandfather | Hardly Knows | Extremely weary of / Believes that he's got a darker side / Unsure what he's capable of » ✘ Dapplestar | Maternal Grandmother | Hardly Knows | Proud to be related to / Believes was a great leader (due to what Drift told him) / Died when he was still a kit » Fernwatcher | Neutral | Likes | Respects his similar shy personality » ✘ Rainpaw | Neutral | Likes » ✘ Sootpaw | Neutral | Likes » ✘ Mintkit | Neutral | Likes » ✘ Eveningkit | Neutral | Likes » ✘ Greypaw | Neutral | Likes |
◦ Hostile ◦
» Wheat | Paternal Uncle | Hardly Knows | Weary (scared) of / Only person who can tell him about his father / Wheat is extremely harsh towards him » Cobaltblood | Enemy / Bully | Dislikes / Distrusts | Bullied by / Wishes that she would stay away from Burnt |
◦ Strengths ◦
» very loyal |
◦ Weaknesses ◦
» very awkward ans skittish, so he doesn't socialize well (doesn't make many friends) » allows himself to be pushed around |
◦ Base Coat ◦ Black
◦ Eyes Color ◦ Green (right) Yellow (left) ◦ Fur Length / Texture ◦ Short-Medium ◦ Build ◦ Lean, thin ◦ General Height ◦ Below average ◦ Markings ◦ » tan ear (right), spots on back, spot above eye (left) and front toes » white chest, chin, and spots above eyes » white and tan spots on back and spot above eye ◦ Misc / Scars ◦ » though he is a male now, he still has the body of a female » he is extremely small and thin, even for a female |
Newt was born as a female under the name Blossomkit and had three siblings; Lionkit - named after their father - Fennelkit and Gustkit. None of the kits ever met their father considering that their father - Liontuft - had died suddenly prior to their death. At a young age, Blossomkit realized that he wasn't comfortable as female, he then requested a name change to more masculine name to help get the point through that he wasn't a female anymore, and got the name Newtkit. Due his change in gender he felt like an outcast and like he didn't belong - though it did help that his sibling Fennelkit was non-binary, but he still felt a bit lonely - and on top of that he also came to the realization of his orientation when he was an apprentice, only making him more lonely. Newt was initially in denial of his orientation, not wanting to be attracted to all genders since he was already different due to his gender. Of course, his family was extremely accepting of him and even proud of his coming out, but some of his clan-mates did not have the same reaction and he became a subject to bullying, causing him to be extremely shy and lacking confidence. One of these bullies was Flashpaw, the son of Singenight - a former evil leader of Windclan - who hated him due to his loyalty and relation to Dapplestar and Flashpaw found him easy to pick on. At some point not long before he became an apprentice his mother and siblings died, leaving him all alone in the world since he was not terribly close with his other relatives and did not have many friends.
Newtkit became Newtpaw and was given a mentor who bullied him due to his gender and sexuality. His mentor refused to teach him anything and spent two moons mentally abusing him. Eventually Newtpaw was given a nicer mentor who did not care about his gender and sexuality as well as did not bully him. During his apprenticeship Newtpaw also became more aware that his maternal aunt Tawnypaw and maternal grandfather Rowanfury were possibly dangerous cats with darker sides, causing him to be very cautious of them. He continued to be bullied by others, including Flashpaw, who had begun to form feelings for Tawnypaw. At some point when Tawnypaw and Flashpaw were nearly warriors, Tawnypaw sudden vanished. Newtpaw felt a bit saddened but at the same time relieved due to believing she could be dangerous. He became aware of how heartbroken Flashpaw was over his best friend and love interest. Despite their past, Newtpaw began offering emotional support and comfort for Flashpaw since he knew what it was like to lose everyone you care about. During this period of time, he and Flashpaw started becoming strangely close and Flashpaw completely stopped bullied him - though teases him from time to time due to slowly forming a crush on Newtpaw.
Newtkit became Newtpaw and was given a mentor who bullied him due to his gender and sexuality. His mentor refused to teach him anything and spent two moons mentally abusing him. Eventually Newtpaw was given a nicer mentor who did not care about his gender and sexuality as well as did not bully him. During his apprenticeship Newtpaw also became more aware that his maternal aunt Tawnypaw and maternal grandfather Rowanfury were possibly dangerous cats with darker sides, causing him to be very cautious of them. He continued to be bullied by others, including Flashpaw, who had begun to form feelings for Tawnypaw. At some point when Tawnypaw and Flashpaw were nearly warriors, Tawnypaw sudden vanished. Newtpaw felt a bit saddened but at the same time relieved due to believing she could be dangerous. He became aware of how heartbroken Flashpaw was over his best friend and love interest. Despite their past, Newtpaw began offering emotional support and comfort for Flashpaw since he knew what it was like to lose everyone you care about. During this period of time, he and Flashpaw started becoming strangely close and Flashpaw completely stopped bullied him - though teases him from time to time due to slowly forming a crush on Newtpaw.